| Location | Holmfirth |
| Age | 50 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 27/02/1957 |
| Date of Death | 06/02/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,610 since 29/12/2008 |
| Creator |
There is too much to say about my mum to write on here as she was everything. She was funny, happy outgoing and could always make her presence felt, even when she wasnt happy, you would know about it. But she would do anything for anyone and had a heart of gold. She loved her family and always thought about them. She had such a good future to look forward to with five grandchildren, one of which had just been born at the time of her death and more born since her passing away and yet to be born. She was taken from us much too soon in every sense of the word. We will never forget you mum and think about you every minute of everyday, always will. There is a big space in our hearts thats taken by our thoughts of you.
Hi
Oug grand daughters are growing really fast now. 3 of them have missing teeth now. Whenever i see any of them i wish you could see them. They are all so beautiful. You would love them all to bits. I miss you so much and i have realised that i always will. I will never be able to accept that you will never come back. Those years when our kids were small and used to sit watching TV and having baths and opening and closing the doors every minute seem to be a long distant dream . I never thought that my life would be like this. xxx
Waking Angel
The eyes softly open,
As a beeze smooths the face,
At first golden light is seen,
But once the eyes have awoken,
After a long and restful sleep,
Its seen to be,
Shimmers of sunlight beaming through a holly tree,
They dance and flicker through the leaves,
Then the Angel steps out from under the tree,
To see, a large blue sky, with clouds of dazzeling white
and below grass, warmed by sunlight
Then all around flowers bloom and fruit ripens
And trees sway with a calm breeze
Then a pathway appears
Going down between
Two loveheart shaped trees
The Angel follows and with each footstep
A new fragrance from a flower just bloomed sents the air
and shade from the trees takes away all cares
Until the Angel has walked down the pathway
Leaving this place.
Yet what the Angel did not know
Is that they had just left Heavens Garden
With a pathway to heavens palace
Yet if you ever see it
Just remember this
Its a wonderland of luscious fruits and flowers in bloom
But you have to be quiet when you go there
Because under the warm sun & the moon and stars that calm
Angels slumber there,
At all hours, dreaming away their cares.
~Dedicated to Nanny Maria~ An Amazing Lady~
By Ryan S. Aged 16. 3/2/2011.
Dreams that we had lay broken in sorrow
The plans we made our hopes for tomorrow
If i could i would tell you i`m lonesome tonight dear
I miss you and i wish you were here.
All through the night i can see memories passing
The way you looked,the sound of your laughing
How i long for the touch of your hand holding mine dear
I miss you and i wish you were here.
Elvis.
Hello again,
I really wish i could speak to you for real. I miss hearing your voice. I will always miss you for the rest of my life. I can`t stay angry at the whole world anymore. I am all angered out. I will always be angry with God for letting you die. I am really going to try and move forward now. I know i will have some hiccups along the way but i will keep on trying. Our little girls are growing up now and i want them to know about you. If it wasn`t for you none of them would even exist so i thank you with all my heart for them.Losing you has made me a different person I am no longer as sure of myself as i used to be.You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I thought you were always going to be here. I visit your garden virtually every week and i always will do as long as i am able to. The thought of growing old without you is very scary. I am not easily scared but that thought is scary. I don`t want to rely on the salvation army to check that i haven`t frozen to death or fallen down my cellar steps. I am off to Sarah`s for dinner tomorrow. i would give anything for you to be coming with me. I will always love you. xxx
Hello
I went to the crematorium the other day and i couldn`t help wondering if you were lonely there. Silly i know but it`s very difficult for me to realise that you are not here anymore. I really don`t know what i am going to do now. You are always there in my dreams.I just don`t knoiw how to be happy any more. I really do try but it just seems to be beyond me. Chloe is very beautiful she has your nose. All the girls are very beautiful. Rose is so cute she never seems to grow. Charlotte and Laura are really coming on. You would be so proud of them all. I know what you were like around babies. I sometimes look at all their photos on the facebook when i am at work early in the morning when there is nothing to do. It helps me to stay sane. I really miss you. xxx
Hello sweetheart
I am feeling so depressed that i can`t cope anymore. I just want to go to merrie england for a coffee and an egg custard with you. I miss doing things like that. I`m having a hard time at work and it`s making even more depressed. I spend all day alone and then i come home to an empty house. There is no one who understands or who even wants to talk to me. You would understand but i wouldn`t be feeling like this if you were here. I wish i could just go to sleep and never wake up again. The grand kids are the only thing that keeps me going now.I never even knew i could feel this low. I miss you xxx
I went to the crematorium today for a chat with you. I could picture you in my mind answering me with your delphon eyebrows. I don`t think i can go on much longer you know. I get sadder with each passing day. Our grankids are growing up not knowing you and it really hurts so much. Why did you have to die when there was so much to look forward to. Another autumn is soon to start then another winter. It only feels like five minutes ago i was struggling to get to work through the snow and it`s almost on us again. Sarah is due to haave her baby soon and you will never ever know her. I miss you so much it hurts.xx
I am really missing you this evening. My mind is filled with memories of that last week you at were home. We went to skipton and had fish and chips at bizzie lizzies. On the thursday night we had minced beef cobbler and i can still see you in my mind sat at the table eating it. I never thought that it would be the last time you would sit in that chair. I really hate God for letting you die. I can`t rebuild my life without you. I keep trying but to no avail. I just want to do the things and go the places we used to go. I just drem of being at Mablethorpe of Bridlington with you . I wish you could come back to me xxx
That evening when the doctor came and told me that would be leaving me i felt a sense of panic that has never left me. There were so many things i wanted to say to you but now i know i will never get chance. I miss you so much. You used to come up to work on saturdays and we would go for bacon sarnies. I can`t eat a bacon sarnie without thinking of those saturdays. We never thought that things would end. I guess no one ever does.I still remember that day i nicked a lettuce from someones garden cos we had nowt to eat. I have a lifetime of memories. I love you..xxxx
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